Monday, July 14, 2008

24

it was less than 24 hours...for less than 24 hours i felt almost every emotion that can be felt by someone...i never even thought it was possible...but that was the way u made me feel...

it started out as happy that turned to being overwhelmed then excited...it felt warm, i felt calm and it felt right...the thought of 'us' felt right...as the seconds ticks i can feel myself enjoying every bit of the time for everything seems to be going well and more than what i expected...

in less than 24 hours i felt sadness, my heart broke into the tiniest pieces...what i thought was right now felt so wrong...i blamed myself for scaring you away...i told you i got tired of playing games but there you were toying with what i feel...it was as if i was splashed with ice cold water then warm water almost just as fast. i felt numb and shocked, there must be something that i have done to make u drift away...

and in less than 24 hours i finally learned to accept things that it just wasn't meant to be...you have your reasons so i have no authority to squeeze it out of you...

after the roller coaster ride of the 'less than 24 hours' experience we are back to what we were before...friends and chums, which is am grateful for because you are my friend and making you smile is one of the things that brings warmth in my heart...






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