Saturday, May 30, 2009

-on hurting so much

i've begged a lot of times before...i've swallowed my pride and went as low as i can get just for the person i love...but how could someone be so cruel to test my love for you...i love you so much...that is so out of the question but doubting my love is like continuous stab on my heart...while wishing and hoping when will this be over...what you did feels like my heart was being ripped from my chest and torn til there was nothing else left...

i walked out today not because i want us to be over...i walked out because i am so hurting that i couldn't bear to see your face and tell you things that will only make me regret it...it's now my time to ask for some air and space so i can find in my self what are the right and beautiful things about us...

i love you so much and nothing will ever change that...but i hope someday you'll stop doubting and testing if i am for real...i am here to stay...for us...

no we are not yet over...am not gonna beg...am gonna fight for us because that makes me feel right...it completes me to the core of my being...you have my heart and you will forever have it...i love you so much...