tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80845392024-03-21T06:16:27.738-07:00currently busy procrastinatinglove me, hate me...i basically don't careinah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-5866662666850269802011-01-21T05:02:00.000-08:002011-01-21T05:04:18.119-08:00Hubert's personal letter to De lima<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">It takes many years of blood, sweat, and tears to build a good life, and only one malicious accusation to shatter a life to pieces.</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;"> -Hubert Jeffrey P. Webb</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">Dear Secretary De Lima,</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">I am most concerned by recent directives coming from your good office, in line with the reinvestigation of the Vizconde case, of which I was a co-accused. I, with six others, were exonerated by the Supreme Court on December 14, 2010, after being wrongfully imprisoned for 15 years. The happiness and magnanimity I felt upon my vindication was short-lived. I thought my nightmare has ended. I had hoped to be integrated slowly back into society, but sadly and alarmingly, I am being dragged into the same nightmare again.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">It takes many years of blood, sweat, and tears to build a good life, and only one malicious accusation to shatter a life to pieces. You cannot imagine the agony and disbelief I felt when I was adjudged guilty by the lower courts for a crime I did not commit. Everyday was a struggle to keep my sanity intact, and keep the hurt and despair at bay. I believed that justice will eventually come my way, even after I was burnt twice, for my faith in God and my family was even more steadfast. My family has suffered immensely for many years from this unceasing persecution and character assassination. We have lost so much. I have lost my youth and my dreams. My name is all I have now.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">As an advocate of human rights, I implore you to consider all the evidence we presented that unmistakably proves my innocence. I should not have to go through this again. Fifteen years ago, I should have been guaranteed the right to due process and the presumption of innocence, both of which were flagrantly disregarded and denied me during the trial. Article 10 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights clearly states that “Everyone is entitled in full equality to a fair and public hearing by an independent and impartial tribunal, in the determination of his rights and obligations and of any criminal charge against him.” In any criminal trial except self-defense, the burden of proof rests on the prosecution. It is not the burden of the defense to prove a man innocent. The Supreme Court acting on my appeal, has decided that the prosecution has failed to establish guilt beyond reasonable doubt. Since I should have been presumed innocent to begin with, my innocence should therefore stand and remain secure on my acquittal. Why then, have so many people reverted to that guilty presumption when they mention my name?</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">Mr. Vizconde and his supporters have been engaging in machinations, insinuations, and the flagrant distortions of facts by focusing doggedly and too aggressively in trying to pin the blame on me, instead of looking for the real killers. I cannot be tried for the same offense because it would violate the principle of Double Jeopardy, but they can cast doubts on my innocence and destroy any chance I have of living a peaceful and normal life. It is unfair because I cannot confront in court these accusers and the new witnesses that are materializing from out of the blue after almost 2 decades. I am being condemned by the public on mere speculations and conjectures, and sometimes, my facial expressions and reactions. They welcome neither fact nor evidence if it would absolve me.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">Though it is getting to be emotionally taxing, I have always tried to keep my composure and face my accusers with dignity and courage. For I know the truth, even if others hide from it or ignore it. And there is nothing so clear and simple as the truth. I was 8000 miles away when that heinous crime happened. Normally, before criminal charges would even be considered, the whereabouts of a suspect at the time of the crime, known as an alibi, should be verified. If it checks out, then investigators would move on to other leads and suspects. This is what the former NBI directors Epimaco Velasco and Alfredo Lim had the good judgment to do, but Mariano Mison failed to do. It is not as if I did not have mounds of evidence, testimonial and documentary. I had both Philippine and US immigration records, airline records, passport, check payments while working in California, my US driver's license, videos, purchase receipts, and 95 credible and upstanding witnesses to back up my alibi. On the other hand, there is not a shred of physical evidence that would link me to this crime, just one incredible and inconsistent testimonial evidence from Jessica Alfaro, whom the Supreme Court has ascertained to be an NBI informant and a drug addict. All the NBI needed to do was check out my alibi, for the law of physics would dictate that I could not possibly be in two places simultaneously. It was as simple as that. When the NBI and DOJ headed by Teofisto Guingona asked help from the US government to investigate and verify, they did so and issued a note verbale lending credence to my alibi. How can this certification from the US government, signed by then Secretary of State Madeleine Albright, be tampered when they themselves requested it? Going against ethical standards, this document was hidden from my defense lawyers and the public. This act trampled over my rights and obstructed justice. Withholding evidence could also be applied when the prosecution tried to suppress the existence of Alfaro's first sworn statement dated April 28, 1995. Justice Sereno, in a separate concurring opinion dated December 14, 2010 thus stated, "Some examples of prosecutorial misconduct would be the intimidation of defense witnesses, the obstruction of defense lawyers’ access to prosecution witnesses, the coercion of confession from the accused, the issuance of prejudicial comments about the accused, the mishandling and/or withholding of evidence, and the failure to preserve evidence." The very same people sworn to protect the innocent and uphold the law, were the very ones who violated them.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">Judge Tolentino set the tone for my conviction when she threw away the 132 documentary evidence I had, denied the motion for deposition of witnesses residing in the United States, and denied my request for the DNA test and polygraph test. Ignoring potentially exculpatory evidence, cast doubts on her impartiality, The prosecution opposing potentially inculpatory evidence, defied logical reasoning. Losing the semen sample, violating my right to due process again, was the last of a series of acts that clearly show a pattern to incriminate me. My innocence would shine like a beacon if people would only accept the fact that I was a victim of injustice too.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">The Supreme Court already found Jessica Alfaro to be incredible and her testimony to be riddled with holes. She cannot change her testimony. If she adds further embellishments, then her repute as a fabricator would be sealed even more. Having said that, I welcome any course of action that would help clear my name, and since you have included me in this reinvestigation, when I have already been acquitted, it is only fair that you include all my accusers also. I am determined to know the reasons behind these tenacious efforts to incriminate me.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">The past two governments did not seem interested in real justice for this gruesome crime. This new government and your outstanding reputation as a lawyer gives me hope that I can live normally and freely. My lawyers and I, are making ourselves available to you and only you, should you have any questions that need clarification. May I humbly request the following from you? It will help clear my name, and the government will waste no more time and utilize fewer resources in finding the real perpetrators of the crime.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">1. We have submitted numerous documents to show I was in the USA. A re-examination and an authentication of these documents will speed up the investigation. The Supreme Court has confirmed the veracity of these documents. Maybe a few phone calls to proper authorities can reconfirm and authenticate these documents.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">2. In the spirit of fairness, if you have agents working in the USA looking for Filart, Ventura, and Alfaro, they might as well interview the following people to support the authenticity of these documents as well as my whereabouts. [–list of people]</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">3. Please take a look at Jessica Alfaro’s two conflicting affidavits, and investigate why she has two affidavits. There are court records also of her cross examination by our lawyers.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">I hope you would report to the press and media the results of your investigation of my three concerns above. It is very frustrating and distressing that the name Hubert Webb is still being reviled as a killer and a rapist. I understand the clamor for heads to roll for this horrific crime, but why should it be my head again? It would be more prudent to look at other suspects. I hope you find probable cause to make an arrest before the period of prescription expires in 5 1/2 months. I am one with the entire nation in praying that justice and truth for the Vizconde victims be fully realized.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">Hoping for the best and may God bless you.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">Sincerely,</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: georgia;">Hubert Jeffrey P. Webb </span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-63234227154812052732010-12-28T09:06:00.001-08:002010-12-28T12:52:53.930-08:00...writer's block no more :)<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >I've been watching my cursor blink for minutes now before I had the guts to type something. I have been at the Facebook group </span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><a href="http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=115489978501905">Justice for Hubert Webb </a></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >for more than a month and I argued, debated, got frustrated, laughed and even cried together with the rest of the members. Am quite surprised that as I claim to be a passionate writer that I haven't posted something about the case. This might be long overdue but I guess better late than never, right?!</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >I was barely 6 when the infamous Vizconde massacre happened, back then pictures of the victims weren't censored so the vision of them got stuck in my young mind. I was 10 when Jessica Alfaro surfaced with her testimony and pointing at Hubert Webb as the mastermind together with his "gang", as young as I was my gut feeling said there is something strange about her so I wasn't convinced with her story. I was even mobbed by some classmates for siding with the Webbs in one of our Araling Panlipunan debates. I was 15 when the guilty verdict was given by Judge Amelita Tolentino, I was puzzled when people were rejoicing with the verdict but something in me keeps on saying that there is something wrong.</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >Thank heavens for the world wide web and Facebook that I was given the chance to search for the truth. By joining the group I was able to answer if not all then most of my questions about the case. These are the major factors that solidified my instinct that Hubert Webb is innocent (take note I didn't say not guilty but innocent) :<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >First</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;" >. Law of Physics says it all. One cannot be in two places at once. Hubert was in the USA when the gruesome killings happened so it is impossible for him to be at the Philippines on the same day. Every document needed were presented to prove his alibi but the prosecution discredited it by merely saying that the Webbs are so powerful & rich that they can fabricate & falsify the said documents, heck even Judge Tolentino herself said those. They even attempted to hide the note verbal that was issued by the US Government and signed by Madelaine Albright, the Secretary of State. The procurement of the said document was never informed to the Webbs.<br /><br />Okay, for the sake of argument that Hubert did came back to the Philippines to perform the crime and come back to the US right after. let us see how will be considering the time difference of US & Philippines.<br /><br />Mt. Pinatubo erupted on June 15, 1991. If we can all recall, the ash fall lasted quite awhile and many airline flights were cancelled. And let's say, for the sake of argument, there were no ash fall that time and Hubert did not buy the Cannodale bike (with a lifetime warranty may I just add) on June 30, 1991. According to his work ledger, his last day of work for the month of June was on the 28th of June, 1991, a Friday. Daylight Saving Time is used in the US on June. And on Pacific Daylight Saving Time, the Philippines is ahead of California by 15 hours. Let's say Hubert got off work at 5 pm, Pacific Daylight Saving Time on June 28, 1991, which would be 8 am, June 29, 1991 in the Philippines. He then goes straight to the airport and the plane leaves at 8 pm Daylight Saving time. If he takes a Philippine Airlines flight, it would be approximately 16 hours with a stop in Guam. (And if you take China Airlines, for example, the total duration could be 17 hours, with a one hour layover time). Let's use the 16-hour flight. By the time his plane arrives in Manila, it would have been 3 am already on June 30, 1991, Manila time. The crime would have already been committed at tapos na makipag-session si JA with her imaginary friends at the Alabang parking lot.<br /><br />I know most of the people say that an alibi is the weakest form of defense but let me tell everyone for the nth time that an alibi that is backed up with solid evidences such as documents, videos and eye witness accounts by morally upright people is enough to say that someone is innocent. But why did it took 15 years for them to decide if indeed Hubert was in the USA when it all happened? I must say conspiracy between Mison, Tolentino, Guingona, Cayetano and all the others who pulled the strings as this puppet show manipulated the minds and emotions of the people.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Second.</span></span> DNA. I know that this wasn't the basis of the Supreme Court for the acquittal and not an actual DNA test was performed but still this is an important factor on the case.<br /><br />Semen sample was taken from the body of Carmela Vizconde and it is under the custody & safe keeping of NBI. Unlikely to what other people know, the Webbs requested for a DNA test back in 1997 but was surprisingly objected by the prosecution saying that the sample weren't preserved well and more surprising is the judge sustained the objection adding that the DNA test will just complicate the case and the result is irrelevant that even if it is not Hubert's sperm it doesn't mean he did not kill the Vizcondes.<br /><br />But let us keep in mind, would a guilty person in his right mind offer his DNA sample? If you are the real perpetrator and a semen sample is available then wouldn't you do anything to avoid the dreaded DNA test? And as for the prosecution, in the aim of wanting to know the true criminals isn't something as solid as a DNA result a major factor for the quest for truth?<br /><br />Now that the NBI conviniently lost the said semen sample then more suspicions are surfacing. Did they purposely lose the specimen since the Supreme Court ordered for the DNA testing and they know for sure that it is not Hubert's? Who were the ones who didn't want the DNA test to happen? Surely it is not the Webbs.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Third. </span></span>Jessica Alfaro's loopholes. Her character alone is already questionable. How much more if she made two sworn affidavits, completely different from each other. How could one believe such crooked and unrealistic witness. And if you are indeed a close friend of the accused will it take you 40 minutes to identify them inside a courtroom?<br /><br />These are some examples of the inconsistencies of the affidavits she swore on:<br />(from http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=115489978501905#!/topic.php?uid=115489978501905&topic=105 )<br /><br />On whether Alfaro knew Carmela before the incident in question<br /><br />First Affidavit: She had NOT met Carmela before June 29, 1991.<br /><br />Second Affidavit: "I met her in a party sometime in February, 1991."<br /><br />On whether Alfaro saw the dead bodies<br /><br />First Affidavit: She did not see the three dead persons on that night. She just said "on the following day I read in the newspaper that there were three persons who were killed . . ."<br /><br />Second Affidavit: "I peeped through the first door on the left. I saw two bodies on top of the bed, bloodied, and in the floor, I saw Hubert on top of Carmela."<br /><br />On the alleged rape of Carmela Vizconde<br /><br />First Affidavit: She did not see the act of rape.<br /><br />Second Affidavit: She saw Hubert Webb "with bare buttocks, on top of Carmela and pumping, her mouth gagged and she was moaning and I saw tears on her eyes."<br /><br />On how Webb, Lejano, and Ventura entered the Vizconde house<br /><br />First Affidavit: "by jumping over the fence, which was only a little more than a meter high."<br /><br />Second Affidavit: They "entered the gate which was already open."<br /><br />On whether Alfaro entered the Vizconde house<br /><br />First Affidavit: She never entered the house.<br /><br />Second Affidavit: "I proceeded to the iron grill gate leading to the dirty kitchen."<br /><br />She had nothing to lose and a whole lot to gain when she testified against Hubert et al. She gained publicity, money, movie deal, celebrity status, freedom for her drug convicted brother and even a husband since she married her former NBI escort. Her ulterior motives are so clear and it is such a wonder why the prosecution, Tolentino and the Court of Appeals believed in her.<br /><br />To be honest there are a lot more things that will convince someone that Hubert is innocent. Prominent and morally upright people that attests to his innocence. People that has everything to lose & nothing to gain believed in him because it is the truth.<br /><br />Yes, I may be young when all these things happened but never will I let my age be a hindrance for me to take a stand and stay on the side of truth. 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I know that when I face our Creator, I will be able to say to Him confidently that on this case, I was on the side of truth. Do I need to prove more?<br /></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-75697466587111154362010-12-28T08:04:00.000-08:002010-12-28T08:08:42.591-08:00FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS "THE HUBERT WEBB CASE"<p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong></strong> by Nikki Luna </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> <strong>FAQS </strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">The paramount purpose of a trial is to make sure that convictions are made fairly and accurately. Court decisions should be made SOLELY on verified facts and sound testimony.</p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">In law, there is absolutely no room for speculation.</p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">here are the answers to the most frequently asked questions. These show that Hubert’s innocence cannot be disputed.</p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Does Hubert really know Carmela?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>: <em>NO, he never met her. They do not know each other. And not a single person testified against this fact aside from Alfaro.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Was he ever a suitor?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>: <em>NO, he was never Carmela’s suitor. And he went as far as saying he never met her. Hubert does not know Carmela.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q</strong>: <strong>Does Hubert know Jessica Alfaro?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>: <em>Definitely NOT. And again not a single person testified to the fact that he met Alfaro.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Is it true that Hubert is “barkada” with the other suspects?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A:</strong> <em>NO. The only ones he knew whom Alfaro implicated in the crime were Pyke Fernandez who was Hubert’s good friend and Miguel Rodriguez who was an acquaintance he met through basketball.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Is it true that the accused are a circle of friends?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em><strong>A</strong>: No.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Is it true that a maid actually washed a bloodied shirt?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong><em>:No. Court records that the maid was not employed by the Webbs at the time of the Vizonde massacre. This was corroborated by the testimony of the owner of the agency from where the maid was hired.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Where was Hubert On June 30, 1991?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>: <em>Hubert was in the United States. He was in Orange Cycles, a bike store in Orange County , CA. Hubert bought a Cannondale bike from owner John Pavlisin. The bicycle is still in possession of the Webbs to this day.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q</strong>:<strong>What evidence was presented by Hubert?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>: </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>1. record of departure including ticket, ticket receipt,(with accompanying testimony from raja tours owner Bibay Nolasco), airline manifest (with accompanying testimony from a northwest airline official), passport with departure stamp from the Bureau of Immigration</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>2. record of entry which includes an F.B.I. report, a note verbal issued by the U.S. government signed by Secretary of State Madeline Albright stating that Hubert Webb was in the U.S. Testified to by no less than both Foreign Affairs Secretary Domingo Siazon and Consul General Leo Herrera Lim</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>(certification from US Immigration and naturalization service signed (w seal) by Madelaine Albright, Warren Christopher and Atty. General Janet Reno verified proofs/documents by US state secretary (Albright) and FBI (Bob Heafner)</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>3. records of his stay which include:</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>Videos - one in Disneyland (testified to by a complete stranger who saw Freddie Webb and decided to take his video, with Hubert seen on the background). Another at Lake Tahoe where he was seen playing in the snow. And lastly, another video at a cousins wedding ceremony.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>Records of employment in the form of several encashed checks in his name Hubert Jeffrrey Webb before and after the crime.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>California Drivers License aquired during his stay, certified by the Department of Motor Vehicles California. Dozens of eyewitness accounts all of which were excecuted by members of society all of which have much to lose had they perjured themselves in court. The more prominent ones, Entertainer Gary Valenciano and Supreme Court Justice Antonio Carpio who also testified that he knew that Hubert was in the U.S, based on his conversations with Freddie Webb who was in the U.S. right before the time of the incident. </em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>4. records of his departure from the U.S. which includes again the certification from the U.S. stating his date of departure, airline manifest testified by an authority from Philippine Airlines and passport showing entry into the Philippines. These only prove he was in the United States four months prior and fifteen months after the massacre occured. Hubert has only one record of going to the U.S. He left Manila on March 1991 and arrived back to the Philippines October 1992.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: How come the evidence/proofs/documents etc. were junked by the court without the necessary justification?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>:<em>Because the judge was in cahoots with the prosecution to put 7 innocent people in jail. To be able to “solve” a crime. Completely disregarding their rights.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Do the Webbs know Biong? Was he really a driver/bodyguard of the Webbs?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em>A:No. Not one member of the Webb family has ever met nor seen Biong prior to Jessica Alfaro’s story.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Did the Webbs asked for a DNA test? When?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>:<em>The Webbs asked for a DNA test way back in 1997. The prosecution strangely objected to the test on the grounds that the samples “maybe” contaminated. Even more strange, the judge sustained their objection. The Supreme Court recently allowed a DNA test, but the NBI and the trial court have been trading accusations on who is in possession of the DNA sample. Unfortunately, neither the NBI nor the trial court could produce the semen sample.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Did the Webbs ask for a lie detector test? When?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>:<em>Yes, as early as when Jessica came out with her story the Webbs challenged her to take a lie detector test. And Jessica Alfaro refused on the basis that this was not admissible in court. Please note that Hubert was willing to take a lie detector test at anytime to prove his innocence.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Are the Webbs related to any Supreme Court judges?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>:<em>No. Contrary to Mr. Vizconde’s claims, Elizabeth Webb is not related to Justice Carpio’s wife (who happens to be Vietnamese). Elizabeth webb is from Batangas.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: Are they connected to the FBI? Secretary of State? UNCIS? BI? Etc.</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A</strong>: <em>Absolutely not.</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: What about the security guards who supposedly "saw" Hubert Webb?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A:</strong><em> Both security guards surfaced 4 years after the crime conveniently after jessica alfaro surfaced to corroborate her story..During the thorough investigation of the NBI n the PNP, no mention was ever made concerning the security guards. Since they were not self confessed drug addicts like Alfaro shouldn't they have reported this discovery to the authorities as soon as Hubert Webb was made a suspect as early as 1991?</em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><em> </em></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>Q: How long did Hubert Webb stay in the United States?</strong></p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> </p><p style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><strong>A: </strong><em>Hubert Webb was in the United States from March 9, 1991 to October 26, 1992</em></p>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-64809996984261846242010-01-23T06:01:00.000-08:002010-01-23T06:33:42.749-08:00God's Gracious Gift<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaYRXSlgSODB6Uzi6kgVMUuoi6fC3OSJeKG6_lMQgsBu-Vw-LfUpHrR4phd_SPmgDE2BcIPRBqXl0KmQ76ggfCO2m9XWfUeYCr6vy5jpwBmSjxptVNeE6d63RIaPPuzG4mlfwlwA/s1600-h/baby+lumongsod.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 242px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaYRXSlgSODB6Uzi6kgVMUuoi6fC3OSJeKG6_lMQgsBu-Vw-LfUpHrR4phd_SPmgDE2BcIPRBqXl0KmQ76ggfCO2m9XWfUeYCr6vy5jpwBmSjxptVNeE6d63RIaPPuzG4mlfwlwA/s320/baby+lumongsod.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429935458712647218" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">This is my four month old baby... This baby is the most amazing, wonderful and gracious gift to me by God... The first time I saw the figure my heart swelled up with joy and happiness... I was thinking, this is my baby and I will do everything in my power to make everything well, to be deserving of this kind of gift.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">To my dearest baby,</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">You have changed my life in so many different ways today. You are worth all of the sacrifices and all of the things I've been through. I will never regret choosing you over my own happiness. You are and will forever be among the best thing life has given me. You are my own personal miracle. You don't even have to do anything to give me so much happiness except to beat your heart. Soon you will be moving your hands and your feet. You have no idea how much I am looking forward on meeting you, how excited I am to feel you in my arms, how I want to watch you sleep and to hear your soft breathing. You are the reason why I want to make things right and for me to be a better person. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">The only thing I am scared of is to not being there for you. The only thing I am afraid of is when the time comes that I will not be there to protect you nor make you feel that I do not love you. I want you to know that loved you from the very first time I knew I will be having you. My whole being is over flowing with love that I have for you.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">It will be just five months and I will be able to look into your face and thank God for each moment that I am blessed to have you in my life. I want you to know that God has been gracious to me that despite of all the shortcomings that I had He gave me the most precious gift which is you. I love you always and beyond forever.</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-55866494636658674012009-10-09T20:47:00.000-07:002009-10-09T21:16:35.187-07:00a daughter's love letter<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Dear Papa,</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">It has been 3 years since you went back to the loving arms of God. I am at peace knowing that you are with Him. I wouldn't say that I am happy but thinking selfishly, I wish that we were given more time.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Papa I see your traces everywhere I look. There are a lot of things I wish I could say to you. I miss looking into your eyes and say 'estiopek'. I miss your hands, your voice, your advices, our story telling time, our 'walkings', our bonding, your hug and most of all, I miss hearing you say you love me.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I have lots of things I wish I could tell you right now. Papa, I am sorry if it often cross my mind that I don't need teaching in my life. I am sorry if I thought that you're correcting my mistakes just to humiliate me. I would give anything and everything to hear your advice on how to live my life. Papa i just realized that the more I grow up, the more that I need your guidance. I came to the point where I would look up in the sky and ask silently all the things that I wanna ask you. I often think, what would be your opinion about things and about my decisions. Papa even if I know that you cannot physically see what I am now, I wish that whatever I am and whatever I'll become that you'll be proud of me. I wish people could see that I am really your daughter through and through.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Papa I never thanked you enough on how much you loved all of us. You are the only person that I know in this world who have the capability to love as much as you did. Thank you for giving us your best and for being my superhero...for being much more than that. I thank God that i was born to be your daughter, because He gave me a father who loves me unconditionally. You are and will always be my first love. And I am going to make sure that i would let my future children know how amazing their Lolo's capacity to love people. I am hoping that I could somehow be like that.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Papa I know in time we will see each other again. I'll be able to see you eyes, your smile and hear your voice again. And when that time comes, we have eternity to talk about things and let each other feel how much we love each other. I am looking forward on that day. I love you Papa. You are always in my heart. I will always and forever be a proud Papa's girl. Estiopek Papa and I miss you.<br /><br />Inah<br /></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-5595488667882618282009-09-23T16:01:00.000-07:002009-09-23T16:14:20.855-07:00the outsider...<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">i tried pouring my heart out to him...but he didn't seem to understand...<br /><br />i've always thought of all the things that's been bothering me a lot lately...i've been thinking of the instances where i felt that i am an outsider...even to my own family...they seem to have this bond where i don't belong, this special tie that i don't fit in...<br /><br />no, this not just a mere teenage angst..i am way too old for that...but something about everyone at home makes me feel that i am not welcome, that i am not part of it...<br /><br />i have always been afraid to ask how come they always get the best while i get the excess...or of what was left over...i always think, maybe there will be my turn...but so far the waiting has not been worth it...they still get the best...and i still have the left overs...i am too scared to ask why do i always get the least in everything...it's more than just the things that they have...but even in the most minute details...i always get to be last...<br /><br /> haven't got the courage to say that i want more...that i deserve more...but i guess i still need to look in me and find that courage...<br /></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-5273047355178493092009-06-02T10:06:00.000-07:002009-06-02T10:18:52.918-07:00procrastinating...<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">i've been delaying things lately...hahaha...i know right...but am good with it...am cool...sabi nga ni janjan at ni joms...petiks lang...hahaha...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">am not rushing into things...just letting the chips fall where they may... ;)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">thanks for bringing hard core rock into my life again babe...hahaha...had so much head banging and encore jamming with your buds...had lotsa fun...we had lotsa fun...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">and as you always say...since day one...we don't need to thank each other...as long as we're happy...as long as we're both cool...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">being in a chillax relationship makes everything lighter and easier...i had too much drama that's why am just ready to unwind and get away from it all...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">baguio...here i come... ;)</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-67813260533243426982009-05-30T07:09:00.000-07:002009-05-30T07:21:57.851-07:00-on hurting so much<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i've begged a lot of times before...i've swallowed my pride and went as low as i can get just for the person i love...but how could someone be so cruel to test my love for you...i love you so much...that is so out of the question but doubting my love is like continuous stab on my heart...while wishing and hoping when will this be over...what you did feels like my heart was being ripped from my chest and torn til there was nothing else left...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i walked out today not because i want us to be over...i walked out because i am so hurting that i couldn't bear to see your face and tell you things that will only make me regret it...it's now my time to ask for some air and space so i can find in my self what are the right and beautiful things about us...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i love you so much and nothing will ever change that...but i hope someday you'll stop doubting and testing if i am for real...i am here to stay...for us...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">no we are not yet over...am not gonna beg...am gonna fight for us because that makes me feel right...it completes me to the core of my being...you have my heart and you will forever have it...i love you so much...</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-42396154006399446952009-04-11T18:15:00.000-07:002009-04-11T18:27:07.967-07:00-of moving on and having life again...<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">it was a wake up call for me...being left stranded for a long time has been a hobby for me...it has been a comfort zone...i dwell on things that i shouldn't have and blame it to the person who have caused me the pain. it never occurred to me that happiness is a choice ergo being miserable is also a choice...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">it was then i realized that i have friends who cares a lot about me, who accepts me just as i am and who loves me and will be there no matter how sticky things may be. they are my source of happiness and my heart is just overwhelmed with joy that they have given me...i finally saw what i thought would complete me is just a mere illusion of how i want my life would be...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">am gonna take things one baby step at a time...i have been in love with the idea of love, not really with the person...i have been searching for someone who can fill the emptiness in me but i only realized that am just removing from my heart things and people that really matters...i've learned to teach myself to grow up to prepare myself for the day when i will finally meet 'someone better'...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">it has been a long time since i viewed life like this...a very long time since i mattered like this...and i love the way i wake up each day with a smile and a positive outlook...my happy ending is just somewhere but i am in no hurry to reach it...i have a lot of things to experience and the whole world to explore so from now on am gonna stop wondering what if...am just gonna look forward on what life would bring... :)</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-70886691074590150672009-04-05T02:18:00.000-07:002009-04-05T02:34:41.008-07:00random blurbs....<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">i was staring at the monitor...listening to random songs...chatting with my davey (*hugs*)...then i remembered you...i thought of your eyes...the way you blink...the way you run your fingers through your hair and the little curl on your lips as you smile...it struck me again...you're no longer mine...it is sad that you did not realize how much i love you...<br /><br />*******<br />well last friday i had a lot of fun and beer...can't even go down the stairs without the help of dino & james! hahaha... but it's all good...we had a lot of fun and that's all that matters...thanks to tl jesse, james, zeig, marf, janet, kat, aic, dino, jc, sherwin, amer & vivek for the company...and for making me so effin drunk...hahaha...am looking forward on our next session of 'never have i ever'....hahaha...it was so funny and it's what got me drunk in the first place...hahaha...<br /><br />*******<br />well just for fun...i created some fansigns for my friend's blog...he said he's gonna show it on his next entry....pero pambasag lang ng moment...am gonna post my fansigns for him! labshue neyt! hahaha...</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQM5Yxh8rReT7T5ai6knb3BAdFLAoWF12ysCWt4e9OIqgHp5HkhrdvwCEMvnBtuwspJl1Cki6md6hTPzorWSPASjqkPMlzFSeHKkJCrtcy8wgVrxxoITHFF5aWVVHhiIOImFsOrA/s1600-h/Image047.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" 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{parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvF3MW_jqrwSQw1YzGK4flO4a3b0-vUnr9neZiqGkHUkJ3Tx1IeTmH2cKLM3W1vJL4GzQXBm-XnhKP7QVn-SFzORoj5qoarhAoUrIkzoSPD2wipfMaJKr1Iu_u5ckKZ5G-Vuilfw/s1600-h/Image043.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvF3MW_jqrwSQw1YzGK4flO4a3b0-vUnr9neZiqGkHUkJ3Tx1IeTmH2cKLM3W1vJL4GzQXBm-XnhKP7QVn-SFzORoj5qoarhAoUrIkzoSPD2wipfMaJKr1Iu_u5ckKZ5G-Vuilfw/s200/Image043.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5321137079184455458" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><br /><br /><br /></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-75403133145597817332009-03-22T02:55:00.000-07:002009-03-22T03:00:59.277-07:00mhycmerized...<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">you had me waiting for more than an hour...i was freakingly annoyed...i was about to give up but the thought of smacking you head on made a better sense so i decided to be a little patient...then you texted me that you're almost there...i was so nervous yet still mad...my feet aches as i browsed through some books at the nearby bookstore...i was thinking 'i waited for almost 2 hours, now it's time for him to wait'...but still, malakas ka lang siguro sa kin, i arrived on the dot where you were...you were just staring at me and i gave you an annoyed look...you looked up and smiled...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">that was it...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">you had me...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i was mhycmerized...</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-55636091886814545022009-03-15T00:15:00.000-07:002009-03-15T00:23:48.796-07:00eheads...<a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjxtegt9nCWmFQFoBp2izj4Rm71-6gh7-w3B1voZ2qNNkwVQGYMx6fXukYtMrCwIeGdYbsn7XRphFDs9llezINjAn33SBk0DHoQ3aC6W6EBVviHBMFxojtyhXKAcOYP96DHpY1MA/s1600-h/1_657046840l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjxtegt9nCWmFQFoBp2izj4Rm71-6gh7-w3B1voZ2qNNkwVQGYMx6fXukYtMrCwIeGdYbsn7XRphFDs9llezINjAn33SBk0DHoQ3aC6W6EBVviHBMFxojtyhXKAcOYP96DHpY1MA/s200/1_657046840l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310959927948930" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">janet...moi...amer...leng and kat...</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgegr_dzvI3UHXcW8vG7Pmu5MlVUNnO-ZysCAh3YyTKHk2XCGfNux-M3Fei2Ta5_cLoeCYefKPLRDrQu471spWRG55PXPc4y7Yd0G1l53xmqipEOQTswv4UnS1_lNtPMBWKpdrzBQ/s1600-h/1_462265029l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgegr_dzvI3UHXcW8vG7Pmu5MlVUNnO-ZysCAh3YyTKHk2XCGfNux-M3Fei2Ta5_cLoeCYefKPLRDrQu471spWRG55PXPc4y7Yd0G1l53xmqipEOQTswv4UnS1_lNtPMBWKpdrzBQ/s200/1_462265029l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310960725578962" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">3 groups rolled into one...</span><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2sD1Kw9n3I-6SPCkl-hg-n7et-mKnkJkykxXYwI_sBJyo2PzNv6o7Wu-6pIqG7_18TLP4LlcrXbut2oOcmp6sfmoTKjT0frMUVT3iw1_W6ow0CZuNh7wfB8mwax5f-h2ECAh06Q/s1600-h/1_650428703l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2sD1Kw9n3I-6SPCkl-hg-n7et-mKnkJkykxXYwI_sBJyo2PzNv6o7Wu-6pIqG7_18TLP4LlcrXbut2oOcmp6sfmoTKjT0frMUVT3iw1_W6ow0CZuNh7wfB8mwax5f-h2ECAh06Q/s200/1_650428703l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310948981249794" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">groups one and two...</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjranu8lmQaQPKJT1QioRrUZoLR-ZtT62-se4DcZj9YNe9b76TW5I650sLkEh88Cx71pqatSJ4vj-7K_Gu2Yq4DiXuU3fkGLP8fNOyRO501rinV8uKQFbOom7e4SBmU68AasSmi8A/s1600-h/1_995115286l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjranu8lmQaQPKJT1QioRrUZoLR-ZtT62-se4DcZj9YNe9b76TW5I650sLkEh88Cx71pqatSJ4vj-7K_Gu2Yq4DiXuU3fkGLP8fNOyRO501rinV8uKQFbOom7e4SBmU68AasSmi8A/s200/1_995115286l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310945522538674" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">as if may pinaguusapan tlga...</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZ5gbljmd-uWVrSHPV2-ST5KYSH2ecsj83GUhM6OMOy-eSxVZEFO_RqXyI3uVb2U9AMynqr1eXyAQHAUQEsKByw5veXkALdvkXpwBoT0f1KFRLyCqfMNoViRjfSfl9DzhexXviOw/s1600-h/1_610916157l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZ5gbljmd-uWVrSHPV2-ST5KYSH2ecsj83GUhM6OMOy-eSxVZEFO_RqXyI3uVb2U9AMynqr1eXyAQHAUQEsKByw5veXkALdvkXpwBoT0f1KFRLyCqfMNoViRjfSfl9DzhexXviOw/s200/1_610916157l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310525507195026" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">rak en roll....</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqjYsMJS79jGDY9vYTkdzd7u5buOabnZTWSOTaQdD_dNQB4DjA6VO2MV2qq2S7x0BzxlO8Ivw1lArMgiCfR_cWhyO0nSTE9Op8RZ44UABzxfH0S_YjTBCypViAiIerAtNkLvO4Gg/s1600-h/1_609754875l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqjYsMJS79jGDY9vYTkdzd7u5buOabnZTWSOTaQdD_dNQB4DjA6VO2MV2qq2S7x0BzxlO8Ivw1lArMgiCfR_cWhyO0nSTE9Op8RZ44UABzxfH0S_YjTBCypViAiIerAtNkLvO4Gg/s200/1_609754875l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310521720522994" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">happy to be here...</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkcXxpgyz2aKS2lBJ0MZck_x7fT9OolcAA72Gm3ZiMiA3TuFshyphenhyphenxYseXPBqK6fGXeloBaLkhexL5UpeQstGskUnh4ykAZWN0j0wW7UJVed6IO3VWIrQ8avTePGaAaf25YpDZBM7A/s1600-h/1_574846345l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkcXxpgyz2aKS2lBJ0MZck_x7fT9OolcAA72Gm3ZiMiA3TuFshyphenhyphenxYseXPBqK6fGXeloBaLkhexL5UpeQstGskUnh4ykAZWN0j0wW7UJVed6IO3VWIrQ8avTePGaAaf25YpDZBM7A/s200/1_574846345l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310516682941266" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">group pics...</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLzLnY2c6LLdM-5gi7Y92-FC2n8O7b38BRaUKXRw_VFtkT_4XcA7TMFOINcsHKpknOwy5oii3E3uIf21nwEuZqruwjz2RwDMb8H0kuxjaA937BSqeK5VXC2z8s-2_ClCNY6PXDZg/s1600-h/1_553805007l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLzLnY2c6LLdM-5gi7Y92-FC2n8O7b38BRaUKXRw_VFtkT_4XcA7TMFOINcsHKpknOwy5oii3E3uIf21nwEuZqruwjz2RwDMb8H0kuxjaA937BSqeK5VXC2z8s-2_ClCNY6PXDZg/s200/1_553805007l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310516755000706" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">weeeee...</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6TWUtDUgsAx769QUTT4232ciH4JK8YHsHEVILfAwslBcRAeFcpw1K881kOfMj8yHC_wMk4tG-KFeyFzOCX58gyOdcDMPU6f0ep0PAtqiDM35fDRuQZ2r8wtAqciErrVAtbD_lPg/s1600-h/1_462265029l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6TWUtDUgsAx769QUTT4232ciH4JK8YHsHEVILfAwslBcRAeFcpw1K881kOfMj8yHC_wMk4tG-KFeyFzOCX58gyOdcDMPU6f0ep0PAtqiDM35fDRuQZ2r8wtAqciErrVAtbD_lPg/s200/1_462265029l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310295470012546" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">peace out!</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz7qiG51RlQ8zKdwiUdb2Sx282CjuBuCTOYUsmcRZtcBxZnAc3RI2RAf_99BcMxtda7P-IAsLNA1bYqVZPpkKbgVeckiHFWrlb885xzqMK4ijBQgKAA7Jd9e4_UJwcaWEbs8JjMw/s1600-h/1_453995381l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiz7qiG51RlQ8zKdwiUdb2Sx282CjuBuCTOYUsmcRZtcBxZnAc3RI2RAf_99BcMxtda7P-IAsLNA1bYqVZPpkKbgVeckiHFWrlb885xzqMK4ijBQgKAA7Jd9e4_UJwcaWEbs8JjMw/s200/1_453995381l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310298025421586" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">hehehe...</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWUuuY2SyznXEqVAW_TZOCKlx_CAQpK0H4Z1PTj4Z7zd4wkUtHQ3KxtFH9K00pZC74PJ4oUdxeF2EEi1y8K_juc4HPnrZd2bPTvQkZ8VhQdL_ZNUuGoJTCvg_XbWDAJocWkR66JA/s1600-h/1_169310432l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWUuuY2SyznXEqVAW_TZOCKlx_CAQpK0H4Z1PTj4Z7zd4wkUtHQ3KxtFH9K00pZC74PJ4oUdxeF2EEi1y8K_juc4HPnrZd2bPTvQkZ8VhQdL_ZNUuGoJTCvg_XbWDAJocWkR66JA/s200/1_169310432l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310290922506770" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">japan japan!</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQr0LjfgXU0cAcn_YgajHNOfRGn5c1BpirW8MLmJhW7m3ZHzWFE_n61iKZsYBvd3fpYTn8ITI2ZW_O7kJvmLo4Dg7-JFJPxunvwNa6CabMGn7qXoFnuOY0B1ungnZJML4leehw8g/s1600-h/1_120183245l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQr0LjfgXU0cAcn_YgajHNOfRGn5c1BpirW8MLmJhW7m3ZHzWFE_n61iKZsYBvd3fpYTn8ITI2ZW_O7kJvmLo4Dg7-JFJPxunvwNa6CabMGn7qXoFnuOY0B1ungnZJML4leehw8g/s200/1_120183245l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313310287537942482" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">smileyyyyy....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">i know...we haven't taken pics of eheads...hahaha...so silly of us...but it was a night of fun & rak en roll...enjoyed it til the last song...hahaha...</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-26314485339342366502009-03-07T22:06:00.000-08:002009-03-08T03:25:30.696-07:00no longer good at this<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">it has been a while since i poured my heart into this. it has been a while since i last placed something note worthy here. it has been a while since i became the real me. i would rather drown myself to things that i thought matters, things that i never really cared about when i was still the real me.<br /><br />i miss the bliss of innocence every time i look at another person's eyes. i miss the heartfelt smile, the genuine smile that i normally have on my face. i miss the people that really matter in my life, i miss their presence and their unconditional love. i miss being the girl that i was, not the girl that i've become.<br /><br />a very close friend recently asked me, "inah kamusta? in a real sense na kamusta?". i wanted to cry when i realized what was the right answer. i told him "Empty" and a drop of tear fell from my eye. i wanted to hug him so tight and plead to save me. i want things to be alright again, i want to be alright again. i want to have the sense of security, the feeling of comfort and knowing that i belong. i am continuously drowning in a glass of water that i can't find my way up.<br /><br />i have been hiding from this face for a long time, i have been running away from the pain and making everyone believe (including myself) that i am fine and that i am strong. i am so scared to face everything head on to jumpstart a new life. i want to claim who i was.<br /></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-43610249734120739752009-01-27T19:57:00.000-08:002009-01-27T19:59:12.125-08:00no longer a call girl...<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#990000;">goodbye call center....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#990000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#990000;">new job....new people...newfound friends...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#990000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#990000;">it's time for beer....lots and lots of beer...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#990000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#990000;">soooo thirsty...wahahahaha!</span></strong>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-43047935715403392992009-01-17T21:01:00.000-08:002009-01-17T21:15:32.923-08:00webcam shooteng!!! wahehehe<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHKB8Sk19fTYcfCqiQBJKitclgYEiUnsXt4IblMci5Jj6ZClmS_MLrslXPQKRUVxlBkT3p1keGUQCOyCHuwUiHCm2mFpJ54oqPIS0jsVQOdildLwQKo3oWollbe83LvICdMw3anA/s1600-h/xmas+parteee.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 140px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHKB8Sk19fTYcfCqiQBJKitclgYEiUnsXt4IblMci5Jj6ZClmS_MLrslXPQKRUVxlBkT3p1keGUQCOyCHuwUiHCm2mFpJ54oqPIS0jsVQOdildLwQKo3oWollbe83LvICdMw3anA/s200/xmas+parteee.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288111308068564306" border="0" /></a><br />...team anna puti...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_6jHBoM6OZ_nWj_t7kEmCzHfqtR94OLIB7DojtAbPSGcu-DOdLQI9vtGuRXUBhlD77Ppaz3W4eLL_rxtb0vChIkXePtIaeCNE7EpwT2JY1NitYNYeMepvQNFUDvACKJ9BLePq0g/s1600-h/DSCN2114.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_6jHBoM6OZ_nWj_t7kEmCzHfqtR94OLIB7DojtAbPSGcu-DOdLQI9vtGuRXUBhlD77Ppaz3W4eLL_rxtb0vChIkXePtIaeCNE7EpwT2JY1NitYNYeMepvQNFUDvACKJ9BLePq0g/s200/DSCN2114.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288111070604206962" border="0" /></a><br />...our slumber parties...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiokSjzg6-q57J9xP74MEvmiHdZhYdSC1kiX2Z0cOPMxK5IWFCJ4yJWvBEg1qbOxtT3udMmWCJM4vfFhjPCsxun_DrjmvalOZWDW8j4WmrzNMRR5V8sVNcpp4MWyY8_ziBhX1OOgw/s1600-h/16122007752.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiokSjzg6-q57J9xP74MEvmiHdZhYdSC1kiX2Z0cOPMxK5IWFCJ4yJWvBEg1qbOxtT3udMmWCJM4vfFhjPCsxun_DrjmvalOZWDW8j4WmrzNMRR5V8sVNcpp4MWyY8_ziBhX1OOgw/s200/16122007752.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288110850109551698" border="0" /></a><br />...a night of fun and a lot of sexy!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbcSyTw1_7DgB0uQasjzQro0PATKIcBZnQCOTZ_RGRHyrc4P5RMpKw52jyQUBWGCblQvK3-cUlFdITKUG_MgZw2kwilMIUzGV_RtTjZc8I4kOXJlpxbv-AsAoeoWNi5j53D7DJWQ/s1600-h/1_614078047l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 160px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbcSyTw1_7DgB0uQasjzQro0PATKIcBZnQCOTZ_RGRHyrc4P5RMpKw52jyQUBWGCblQvK3-cUlFdITKUG_MgZw2kwilMIUzGV_RtTjZc8I4kOXJlpxbv-AsAoeoWNi5j53D7DJWQ/s200/1_614078047l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288110463870947266" border="0" /></a><br />...challenged and happy days...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUqDmpkXDjwfxk1xaRMhs6Vym2ZwFugPApyfEBRIM7jQWu7SivEmK0Kwyttga-DzTtbK6Mm0LCKkaGOkW9YkpBOYi5FCPQhhLkBUTs-PuO1ZsAcx3fM2d6_arUTXuW_jmBmk1-DA/s1600-h/1_432349644l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUqDmpkXDjwfxk1xaRMhs6Vym2ZwFugPApyfEBRIM7jQWu7SivEmK0Kwyttga-DzTtbK6Mm0LCKkaGOkW9YkpBOYi5FCPQhhLkBUTs-PuO1ZsAcx3fM2d6_arUTXuW_jmBmk1-DA/s200/1_432349644l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288110377189579122" border="0" /></a><br />...team aila avanez!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgChmzvf3vrRWE4HMeadzODmcm2YDMtSASdkFWNg3DphCCZH9gxqeHy6J2_AzjCUZn_GXVlUZs2zuTEQn_s1pYRmFoOnRVlR3gR9BGRxAnUoNCsjIDquYzdb2-Ocn-ER0YHVm8xPQ/s1600-h/1_612528591l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgChmzvf3vrRWE4HMeadzODmcm2YDMtSASdkFWNg3DphCCZH9gxqeHy6J2_AzjCUZn_GXVlUZs2zuTEQn_s1pYRmFoOnRVlR3gR9BGRxAnUoNCsjIDquYzdb2-Ocn-ER0YHVm8xPQ/s200/1_612528591l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288110255528392818" border="0" /></a><br />my sows boring barkada....<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEbugeeuNqwkx7yHfr9Ro-xqzaK5y-4AvY45F1UPHG9XJ9nzZ2vftVZpz2dPRrOyY-6YeKICLNwmPL86wu0qrZI4keT8U3OY5MduZu-cTIzDlSAgfAh8V7b5KwW0hBQDTLoAcZsA/s1600-h/1_209092323l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEbugeeuNqwkx7yHfr9Ro-xqzaK5y-4AvY45F1UPHG9XJ9nzZ2vftVZpz2dPRrOyY-6YeKICLNwmPL86wu0qrZI4keT8U3OY5MduZu-cTIzDlSAgfAh8V7b5KwW0hBQDTLoAcZsA/s200/1_209092323l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288110011449993362" border="0" /></a><br />...missing all the fun!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_6o32FXYSoUz_nFxSxC3ataez4fZklQSq54tj5LiHcFZ-93jPE0oAGXSFxnuHXbAYZqHI1BNz2G9vtP59dKWz2sFhKgVyfHqyN-FRa3oLpSQoAyUjcJYpOCB2o0ZL2tZSVMkRQA/s1600-h/1_401722395l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_6o32FXYSoUz_nFxSxC3ataez4fZklQSq54tj5LiHcFZ-93jPE0oAGXSFxnuHXbAYZqHI1BNz2G9vtP59dKWz2sFhKgVyfHqyN-FRa3oLpSQoAyUjcJYpOCB2o0ZL2tZSVMkRQA/s200/1_401722395l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288109657901193394" border="0" /></a><br />...and company<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmGghlGzCbzbRuPVDoc4RRT5x_sVKiamtJIus-_Y9-D0p3IWRo-afgGOSsehvMLxsowLSXOOYTNNo40cPnZYZQ2wTRrldcm-1j_iGEFyYOO21JjWra0j83hYpMQfVklFKBN8a-MQ/s1600-h/1_196238147l.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmGghlGzCbzbRuPVDoc4RRT5x_sVKiamtJIus-_Y9-D0p3IWRo-afgGOSsehvMLxsowLSXOOYTNNo40cPnZYZQ2wTRrldcm-1j_iGEFyYOO21JjWra0j83hYpMQfVklFKBN8a-MQ/s200/1_196238147l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288109470185966754" border="0" /></a><br />...most of all the friendship...inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-56543488807366613852009-01-05T09:13:00.000-08:002009-01-05T09:15:40.481-08:00new year's resolution<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family: verdana;">no...this is not the usual i will not be... this year i will be...it will just contain a few words...3 words to be exact...not a list...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >i will soar<br /><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">done...</span></span><br /></span></span></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-16998704620311295822008-11-22T13:34:00.001-08:002008-11-22T13:46:36.312-08:00so tired...<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">i just became so tired of being<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"> the reliable one...the funny one...the cheerful one...cause nobody takes me seriously...hahaha...<br /><br />so effing tired of people using me to get to know somebody...specially hotter chicks...i am tired of being a friend...i am so tired of being used as a substitute when all else fails...am tired of being plan z...cause am not even good enough to be plan b...am tired of being singled out all the time unless there's no one else is around...am so effing tired of being someone else doormat...that people see me when they need me...but when they're all good...they totally forget all about me...<br /><br />am tired of hearing secrets about me...am tired of people talking behind my back...so tired of hoping that by some love of the heavens...someone is really out there for me...so fucking tired of being someone everyone expects me to be...am so tired of loving and failing 'cause it always ends up me being hurt all the time...so tired of doing chores for people...<br /><br />am tired of being the 'go-to' girl...am tired of being the girl nobody wants...just so effing tired of life...and how it makes a big fool out of me all the time...<br /><br /><br /></span></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-78984887980045738532008-11-18T01:01:00.000-08:002008-11-18T01:02:35.429-08:00tula ni meikan<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">ano ba ang alam ko sa malayang pamamahayag?<br />-meikan-<br /><br />matagal akong napaisip at napatanga<br />ano nga ba ang alam ko sa kalayaan<br />ano ba ang alam ko sa pamamahayag<br />marahil nga wala akong alam<br /><br />ang tanging nasa isip ko lang<br />ay ang mga mamamahayag na napatay<br />ang mga reporter na nawawala<br />ang mga tagalathala na nakulong<br />marahil nga wala akong alam sa kalayaan<br /><br />ang alam ko lang ay nagbabaga ang aking mga kamay<br />umaagos sa isip ko ang mga sigaw<br />ng katotohonang nais kumawala<br />ng mga kasinungalingang kinamumulatan ng mundo<br />marahil nga wala akong alam sa kalayaan<br /><br />ano nga ba ang alam ng isang tulad ko?<br />na ang ikot ng mundo ay iba sa alam mo<br />na ang mga tunay na nangyayari'y pinagtatakpan nila<br />oo, yun lang ang alam ko<br /><br />kalayaan? marahil diyan ay wala akong alam<br />pero may nais akong ikwento sa iyo<br />ang mga buhay at pamumuhay ng mga tao<br />na lumalaban para makuha ang malayang pamamahayag<br />oo, yan lang ang tanging alam ko...</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-32105498746076289862008-11-16T21:03:00.000-08:002008-11-16T21:17:04.999-08:00may araw din sila<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">sa bawat palo, sa bawat pagbigwas, sa bawat hampas<br />may araw din sila...<br />sa bawat bala, sa bawat saksak, sa bawat pananamantala<br />may araw din sila...<br />sa bawat galos, sa bawat sugat at sa bawat bali ng katawan<br />may araw din sila...<br />sa mga taong nawawala, sa mga di na makita<br />may araw din sila...<br />sa bawat buhay na nawala, sa pamilyang lumuha<br />may araw din sila...<br /><br />sa bawat taong namumulat<br />sa bawat taong bumabalikwas<br />sa bawat pilipinong lumalaban<br />darating ang araw nila...<br /><br />darating ang araw ng paniningil...<br /></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-72668054153528311592008-11-12T15:36:00.000-08:002008-11-12T16:19:41.408-08:00happy bday to me!<span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">technically...bukas pa birthday koh (nov 14)...but heck...ok lang yan...i won't have time to update something on my blog anyway...i have a lot of celebrations to attend since di lang naman ako ang mgbbirthday sa family at friends koh...first is my own celebration...a very good friend from dubai will even fly home just to be with us...ahehehe..then my mom on the 16th so family affair mode ito...then 18 is another celebration of my birthday with special someone *yiheeeee*...then my official party on the 19th that's gonna be at toper's place...weeeeeeeeeeeeeee...drink til you drop ang theme...kaya sa mga pupunta di pedeng di kau malalasing...wahahahaha....<br /><br />til then...<br /><br />am gonna be older...and am so hoping that am also a year wiser...<br /></span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-18876783500988583382008-10-10T09:48:00.000-07:002008-10-10T11:24:41.259-07:00work, work, work...<span style="color:#990000;">i have been on queue for almost 2 hrs now...but i dunno why, for the love of heavens, that i still do not have a call...hahaha...i am not complaining since i get to have this 'petiks mode'...2 hours of waiting is paid anyway...so i should be more thankful than complain about it...hehehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">*********************</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">hahaha...first call...less than 9 secs...i wasn't even finished with my opening spiel then the customer hang up...crap...another number to catch up to...aaaarrrrgggghhhh...</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">2nd call...finally a sale...i know i will have ah 50% conversion rate but it is still not enough since i need to make up for the days that i wasn't able to sell that much...aaaaarrrgggghhhh...i hope my next call will be a sale again...ahehehe....</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">third call...i so effing thought he's gonna sign up for a toll free number...my ears are practically clapping the hell out of my head when he said that all he wants is to have multiple voicemail boxes for his EXISTING toll free number...aaaarrrrgggghhhh....so much for trying to raise my conversion rate...deym....</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">*********************</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">today is already october 11, 2008...(manila time)...</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">today is the 2nd death anniversary of my dad...everything seems to happen just yesterday, i can still remember hearing his voice when i last talked to him, i can still remember all the times that we argued, laughed, cried and hugged...i miss him so much and yet life still has to move on...all i need to do is to celebrate his life through mine...i will always miss him and i know i will always seek for his guidance specially now in my adult life...</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">my dad has been my greatest fan, my strong confidante and one of the few people in this world that loves me unconditionally...i remembered the last time that i hugged him, the last time that i said i love him and the last time that he said he loves me...i will always be papa's girl...</span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;">we were only given 20 years to be with each other but that 20 years are more than enough to last 3 lifetimes of memory and loved showed by my dad...he will forever be the best dad for me...yes he may not be perfect but when it comes to the amount of love that he have given to everyone, he is the best...</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-91476628515072084512008-09-27T01:55:00.000-07:002008-09-27T02:25:46.734-07:00para sa'yo...kasama<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i remember when i first met rachelle...it was on a cegp's workshop at ocean pearl in cebu...both of us were newbies at our respective publications...after all the lectures and activities some of us opted to stay at the resort and get to know each other...there i laughed and bonded with her for the first time...then series of events led us to be close and eventually treat each other like sisters...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">rachelle has always been a witty companion...there will never be a dull moment as long as rachelle is around...we were often mistaken as sisters since we're both "chubby"...we had a lot of fun moments together after meetings, after workshops, rallies, press cons and other activities...you might not even look at her as someone that is so serious since we have more 'kulitans' than serious moments...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">another thing that rachelle is known for is her will to help the people...to reach out to the oppressed masses, farmers, workers and serve the people...we often talk about in what ways will we able to serve the people...and if ever there were instances that discourages us we always comes down to one statement 'serve the people' then all of our worries are gone...it has been her drive force in her daily life...she lived, breathed and existed to serve the people...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i remember the day when i last saw rachelle...she just got elected as the new editor of vital signs and i was there as a panel to conduct an interview for their new members...after a lot of deliberations and talks, we ate dinner and i think i hugged her before i left...never did i thought that it may be the last time that i will see her smile back at me...i never imagined her to be lifeless, to be just a mere memory of what she used to be....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">it hurts me that she is being tagged as an armed rebel...and if ever she is, i cannot blame her with the way our society and government continues to oppress the masses...she lived to serve...she died amidst of the people that she chose to serve...she is and will forever be a hero to the people...i know that when i look at the eyes of every struggling farmer, worker, and even a sidewalk vendor i will see in them rachelle's passion for the people...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">i am giving my highest tribute and admiration to my friend, sister and comrade rachelle...you will always be in our thoughts and forever in our hearts...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">rachelle mae palang...(1986-2008)</span>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-25374967444425061642008-09-25T00:45:00.000-07:002008-09-25T00:46:09.637-07:00justice for rachelle mae palang!<div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln0">September 24, 2008</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln0'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln1'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln2">PRESS STATEMENT</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln2'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln3'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln4">Justice for Rachelle Mae Palang (1986-2008),</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln4'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln5'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln6">press freedom fighter and nurse for the people</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln6'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln7'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln8'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln9">The College Editors Guild of the Philippines, in behalf of its National Office, regional formations and chapters, all member publications and affiliate organizations nationwide and across the globe, expresses its most heartfelt condolences to the family, friends and colleagues of Rachelle Mae Palang (1986-2008).</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln9'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln10'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln11'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln12">Rachelle, or Mae-Mae to her closest friends and colleagues, was beloved to the Guild for her bubbly, tongue-in-cheek demeanor. She graced the Guild's gatherings with her easy banter and infectious smile, but was always brisk and business-like in her leadership. She has served as a valuable pillar and driving force in all of the conventions and gatherings she has attended and helped organize. To most Guilders, she was not only a colleague but a precious friend and confidante.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln12'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln13'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln14'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln15">Shock for her untimely demise are evident in her Friendster and Multiply accounts, riddled with comments ranging from disbelief, grief, and even anger – all directed at her, as if to attest that even at the time of her death her friends and colleagues still go to her for conciliation.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln15'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln16'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln17'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln18">Such was Mae-Mae's legacy and brand of leadership. She has always been easy to approach, a rational adviser and generous in her time and efforts.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln18'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln19'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln20'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln21">Mae-Mae was also an outstanding student at the Velez College in Cebu City where she took up and finished her nursing degree. She became editor-in-chief of Vital Signs, the official campus publication. As campus journalist and student leader, she exemplified deep commitment to uphold press freedom, freedom of speech and students' democratic rights and welfare. She is respected by her fellow campus journalists nationwide for her wit, intelligence and sharp grasp of issues.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln21'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln22'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln23">She was elected as Vice President for the Visayas during CEGP's 67th National Student Press Convention and 33rd Biennial Student Press Congress held in Albay, Bicol in 2005. She served her term for three consecutive years before she finally relinquished her post May of this year. The CEGP will without end be honored and grateful to have had someone as dedicated as Mae-Mae as one of its leading officers.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln23'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln24'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln25">Mae-Mae worked hard to help re-open closed campus publications, establish student papers in universities who had none, and expose and fight campus press freedom violations as well as other forms of campus repression nationwide. She led, organized and participated in countless poetry readings, cultural nights, Writers' Trips, journalist skills workshops and protest actions and activities. Even after her stint as VP for the Visayas, she proved instrumental in gathering and collating cases of campus press freedom violations in the region for CEGP's quarterly digest.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln25'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln26'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln27">Mae-Mae had to cut short her attendance in CEGPs' 68th National Student Press Convention and 34th Biennial Student Press Congress in Davao City for her scheduled nursing licensure exams in May 2008. She passed with flying colors and eventually became a registered nurse. Even before she left, she announced to the Guild her desire to pursue an alternative medical career, one that she would devote to the less-privileged. Mae-Mae also took and passed the National Medical Admission Test. She dreamt of becoming a doctor.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln27'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln28'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln29">It therefore did not come as a surprise to the Guild to learn that upon achieving her nursing license Mae-Mae immediately volunteered for a three-month medical mission to the hinterlands of Negros. Mae-Mae barely finished her volunteer work in Negros when her dreams died with her.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln29'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln30'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln31">Mae-Mae was killed by elements of the Armed Forces of the Philippines on September 18, 2008 in an alleged encounter with New People's Army rebels. Her face was barely recognizable; she was shot at point-blank range. Her feet and legs were black and bruised, signs of torture evident elsewhere in her beaten body.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln31'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln32'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln33">Mae-Mae's untimely demise reminds the Guild all too painfully of the same fate that another CEGP alumna suffered under the hands of the AFP.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln33'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln34'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln35">In April 2002, Benjaline 'Beng' Hernandez, former CEGP Vice-President for Mindanao and a human rights volunteer, was murdered by the military while conducting a fact-finding mission in Cotabato province. Investigations revealed that the AFP, after wounding Beng, raped and shot her at close range. The AFP later on insisted that Beng was an NPA rebel.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln35'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln36'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln37">Beng, like Mae-Mae, was also only 22 years old when she died.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln37'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln38'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln39">The CEGP condemns in strongest terms accusations and insinuations by the AFP that Mae-Mae was armed and a combatant. She was in Negros in her capacity as a registered nurse and circumstances surrounding her brutal killing should be independently investigated.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln39'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln40'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln41">The CEGP, in this regard, welcomes initiatives by the Commission on Human Rights Regional Office to conduct an investigation on Mae-Mae's case.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln41'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln42'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln43">The CEGP is also reviled at the AFP's gall to celebrate Mae-Mae's death by bestowing incentives and acclaim to her killers. It is an awful and terrible reminder of the state and characteristic of our security forces. They who are supposed to protect civilians are the main enemies of human rights defenders and social workers.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln43'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln44'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln45">The CEGP also condemns in strongest terms the AFP's malicious attempts to malign the Guild's name through red-tagging and nasty insinuations. It is precisely this kind of twisted mentality that gives license to the military to repress, harass, silence and kill with impunity. Journalists are easily treated and branded as rebels simply because they are exposed to the ills of society.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln45'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln46'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln47">The CEGP calls on all its member publications and fellow journalist organizations nationwide and abroad to collectively wield their pens and raise their voices to denounce Mae-Mae's killers.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln47'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln48'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln49">The CEGP regards the likes of Beng and Mae-Mae as heroes of the present generation, young martyrs who have chosen to exchange their lives of comfort for their noble convictions.</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln49'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln50'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln51">Highest tribute to Rachelle Mae Palang!</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln51'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln52'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln53">Justice for Beng and Mae-Mae!</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln53'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln54'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln55'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln56">Reference:</div> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln56'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script> <script type="text/javascript"> var curDiv = document.getElementById('ln57'); curDiv.innerHTML = convert2url(curDiv.innerHTML); var links = curDiv.getElementsByTagName('a'); for(var i = links.length; i >= 0; --i) { if(links[i]) links[i].innerHTML = links[i].innerHTML.substr(0,30) + "..."; } </script><div style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);" id="ln58">Vijae Alquisola, National President, 09162034402</div>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8084539.post-54364529133733007732008-08-17T09:33:00.000-07:002008-08-17T09:41:06.606-07:003 years....<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">3 YEARS....</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">TOO LONG TO BREAK...</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">I HOPE AND I PRAY...</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">THAT YOU'LL FIND YOUR WAY BACK TO ME...</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">-08172005-</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"></span></span></span></div>inah ;)http://www.blogger.com/profile/06925619589683026012noreply@blogger.com0