3 YEARS....
TOO LONG TO BREAK...
I HOPE AND I PRAY...
THAT YOU'LL FIND YOUR WAY BACK TO ME...
-08172005-
TOO LONG TO BREAK...
I HOPE AND I PRAY...
THAT YOU'LL FIND YOUR WAY BACK TO ME...
-08172005-
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
useful
am employed again [brownie points for me...weeeeeeee...] will officially start working at the new office on aug 26...weeeeeeeeeee...now am useful again...hahaha...
can't wait til aug 26...
can't wait til aug 26...
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
mamusil lageh ka???
gawa ito ng kapatid kong nagaaral sa feu...nagandahan ako at naantig sa kanyang ginawa....
http://mondayrequiem.deviantart.com
Saturday, August 02, 2008
i am no sugar queen
this entry is supposed to be about me being so angry and outraged...this is supposed to be about something that made me very upset. i was supposed to feel much hate right now and i should put into words the anger in me. i was in the middle of typing the title when a small IM window appeared with your name on it.
u buzzed me [LOL]...seeing your name changed everything. the buzz was like a wake up call saying 'hey bhie, am here...you don't have to feel upset anymore.' thinking and upon realizing it made me feel better to the point where i can't even remember what made me so angry (even if i do remember, it made no difference to me anymore - i'm happy now and full of joy so i have nothing to worry about). then you called me and made everything better with our conversation, with our laughter and even the silence - just the thought that you're just a whisper away made everything so calm and serene. you brought order in my life just when chaos was about to break loose. i was on the verge of breaking down and you just walked in and my entire universe snapped back into focus. nobody has ever made that much impact in me except you. with you everything seems to be okay, where i have nothing bad to think about.
all of these makes me feel secured and scared at the same time. scared that i might hold on too tight that i may never wanna let go when the right time comes. with what we have i am just hoping for the best and expecting the worst. i never planned on feeling something this deep for someone. if you can remember i tried hiding away from you. but now the forces of nature is just making up ways to keep us close. i keep making up excuses about things are never going to work out and just excluding myself from the fact that what we are feeling is true. i always pointed out the wrong things about us - the wrong things about you but day by day something amazing keeps on happening. never have i ever seen something so marvelous unravel right before me until now. i am now seeing the beauty of your heart - something i wanna keep til my dying day.
the thought of 'us' was supposed to be a mere escape from my own hurts and fears about relationships. but you've proven me wrong when you just made me feel that you can take care of me more that what i was expecting and more than what i wanted. you kept me close when i was struggling to be far from you, so close that we almost think alike. thank you for making me realize that i was so wrong about us - thank you for bringing so much grace in me that i never thought i can just let things pass by when it gets rowdy and chaotic. just like what i texted you earlier - thank you for always making me smile.
people said with the fast pace of my feelings i might end up having nobody with me - and sometimes i walk among them and their opinion about me. but having you made all the difference...my belief about life, beauty, art, the world and myself came back to me...my life found its meaning. i never even thought i can write like this again. i was merely living day by day when you came and now you make me look forward to the future. thank you for bringing me back the words to me, for making them speak to me again.
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u buzzed me [LOL]...seeing your name changed everything. the buzz was like a wake up call saying 'hey bhie, am here...you don't have to feel upset anymore.' thinking and upon realizing it made me feel better to the point where i can't even remember what made me so angry (even if i do remember, it made no difference to me anymore - i'm happy now and full of joy so i have nothing to worry about). then you called me and made everything better with our conversation, with our laughter and even the silence - just the thought that you're just a whisper away made everything so calm and serene. you brought order in my life just when chaos was about to break loose. i was on the verge of breaking down and you just walked in and my entire universe snapped back into focus. nobody has ever made that much impact in me except you. with you everything seems to be okay, where i have nothing bad to think about.
all of these makes me feel secured and scared at the same time. scared that i might hold on too tight that i may never wanna let go when the right time comes. with what we have i am just hoping for the best and expecting the worst. i never planned on feeling something this deep for someone. if you can remember i tried hiding away from you. but now the forces of nature is just making up ways to keep us close. i keep making up excuses about things are never going to work out and just excluding myself from the fact that what we are feeling is true. i always pointed out the wrong things about us - the wrong things about you but day by day something amazing keeps on happening. never have i ever seen something so marvelous unravel right before me until now. i am now seeing the beauty of your heart - something i wanna keep til my dying day.
the thought of 'us' was supposed to be a mere escape from my own hurts and fears about relationships. but you've proven me wrong when you just made me feel that you can take care of me more that what i was expecting and more than what i wanted. you kept me close when i was struggling to be far from you, so close that we almost think alike. thank you for making me realize that i was so wrong about us - thank you for bringing so much grace in me that i never thought i can just let things pass by when it gets rowdy and chaotic. just like what i texted you earlier - thank you for always making me smile.
people said with the fast pace of my feelings i might end up having nobody with me - and sometimes i walk among them and their opinion about me. but having you made all the difference...my belief about life, beauty, art, the world and myself came back to me...my life found its meaning. i never even thought i can write like this again. i was merely living day by day when you came and now you make me look forward to the future. thank you for bringing me back the words to me, for making them speak to me again.
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