aha!

buwagin ang bulok na sistema ng edukasyon!

somebody save me...coffee pls...

to actually save me from starvation marian gave me a chocolate chip cookie...as in isang pirasong cookie...which is i'm grateful for...she is such a sweet girl...hehehe...and when somebody offered me her coffee i asked, "anong brand?"...then she said, "nescafe"...then i declined... as much as i love coffee i do not drink blood, most specially workers' blood... SO PLEASE PEOPLE WAG NA KAYONG GUMAMIT NG NESTLE PRODUCTS!!!! pero di pa rin maiiwasan... pag hinahanap na ng katawan mo ang kape at wala nang ibang choice eh makaka inom pa rin ng nescafe...syet...mabuti sana kung laging may maxwell house sa fiesta 24 (convinience store mlapit sa bahay) kaso nga lang hindi...tpos lagi pang maagang magsara ng tindahan yung intsik naming kapitbahay para kahit tea na lang eh maka bili... sana rin eh laging may pera pra makabili ng starbucks...*sigh* nampucha sobrang pathetic nman ng buhay na 'to...busy ka na nga sa mga bagay2 pero yung simpleng hiling mo lang na makainom ng kape eh di mo magawa...

my life...

again, i have been staring at the monitor for a few minutes when i realized that i have to type something...it is not because i do not know what to write but because i cannot find the words that can describe what i am feeling right now...or maybe there is no such word...

it's been quite a while since i last felt this... and i do not know how or why do i have this kind of feeling...(wait this is more than just a "feeling"...much much more than that...) it is as if i dove off a cliff without knowing if i will reach the bottom alive...and even if i don't, i'll have no regrets...it is as if i was able to breathe again, i was able to live again...

you made me realize that i do not have to conform to what people expect me to be...you removed me from my comfort zone and made me see what i have been missing all along...

thank you for coming into my life...thank you for being my life...