eto na ulet...meron na!!!

nakakahiya naman kasi binigay ko sa isang kakilala ko ung blog ko pero di ako nakakapagupdate...hehehe...panu kasi nagpapanggap na busy ang lola mo...bwahahaha...

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teka may naalala ako at napagtanto...miss ko na ang dating buhay ko...miss ko na ang pagiging estudyante at ang makasama ang mga kasama...malayo man ako sa kanila pero sana alam nila na nasa kanila pa rin ung isip ko at nalulungkot ako kasi wala akong maitulong sa kanila...darating din yan...konting panahon na lang at magbabalik din ako sa cebu at makakakilos akong muli...makakasama ko na kayo ulit mga kasama..*sob*(tagalog mode pala ito...teka edit ko) *hikbi*...namimiss ko na ang sumulat...namimiss ko na ang kumilos...namimiss ko na ang pawis, ang sigaw, ang pagod, ang sarap na alam mong kumikilos ka para sa ikabubuti ng marami...madalas naiiyak ako sa mga nangyayari dahil wala ako sa tabi ninyo mga kasama...nalulungkot ako dahil lantaran kong nakikita kung ano ang agwat na meron ang bawat isa...madalas masarap isigaw na lang na eto ako...alam ko nararamdaman mo at may pagasa tayo...gusto ko kayong makasamang muli...gusto ko kayong matulungang muli...

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another entry

i dunno what i am actually doing right now...just spillin my thoughts into this keyboard while i am amidst all the noises around me...oblivious to what other people see and what other people feel...i never thought i'd feel this way again after eons of minutes, hours, days, weeks and months...yeah right inah...epekto lang yan ng sandamukal na manok galing sa north park...for the first time in more than a year i actually found a friend whom i can TOTALLY confide to...i usually call him "kuya" since he is way too old for me but young enough to dig on how my mind works...he is JUST A FRIEND and i prefer it to be that way...i just like him kasi simple at walang ere...he knows how to laugh (real hard!!) and maayos makisama kahit kanino...funny thing is i am the one who usually give him REMINDERS specially at work...panu tigas ng ulo...as if i wanna just smack him on the face once he will commit the mistakes that he has been continuously reminded of...(ehem aku ung nagremind!)

and by the way...

am pretty much busy with work and on thinking on how to spend my christmas...hehehe..wla pa kasing plano dahil malamang may work...*sigh*...*sobsobsob*...masama na toh...kinakarir talaga ng team ang manalo sa christmas tree making contest...all for a day in EK...sweet...mas mahal pa ata ang gastos nmin sa yummy christmas tree namin at napunta kami sa kung saang sulok ng maynila para sa mga pangdecor...gaya ng divisoria...glorietta...malate at sa isang unknown na lugar...hehehe...pero at least may instant team building ulit kami...

another and by the way...

miss ko na ang cebu...mula nung huli akong umuwi jan...hayaan mo...muli akong magbabalik at di na muling lilisan pa....*sana nga*

the last and by the way...

kelangan ko ng matulog...lulutang akong muli habang kausap ang mga customers... yeah...rock on!

a tribute to my dad

for manuel p. lumongsod jr.
the greatest dad that ever lived.....
june 20, 1958-october 11, 2006

i will always miss your smile..
will always miss your voice...
will miss your laughter,
your sermons,
your advice,
your jokes and kalokohan,
our bonding time,
our tampo moments...
our "hug mo ko" moments...

papa, i may not have said lotsa things...
i may not have done lotsa things...
i know at some ways i disappointed you..
but i know,
that never i let a day pass
without letting you know how much i love you..

i can write a thousand words to describe how great you are
as a dad
as a mentor
as a teacher
as a friend
as a husband
as a brother
as a son
as a neighbor
even as a citizen...

you were the one who taught me almost everything i know...
basketball
history
tennis
cooking (with the dance)
loving other people
forgiving
living life to the fullest
and fighting even a losing battle...

papa thank you
for all the lessons
for all the love
for the concern
for being my friend
for being my superhero (and much more than that)
for being my protector
for making me feel
...that being a daddy's girl is the coolest thing i can ever experince in this world

papa it will never be a goodbye
see you soon

your baby forever...
inah